loading up the laundry today i came to the realization that most people are stupid to ever have kids. i'm watching my partner's daughter trying to cope - neither parent is much of a parent, grandma is nagging all the time - why have a kid if no one is mature enough to be a good parent. and me - why did i have kids with "him"? what poor decision making i had - chosing this person to be their father. it's a wonder so many of us ever survive.
bad day - partner's work supervisor is jerking him around with unbelievable hours changed at the last minute, my sister got laid off, i am frustrated with my boss, grandma was gone for two days but is home now chiding the child every two minutes...
i'm ready for a vacation. i need a break, some peace and quiet.
things only happen if i make them....so i'd better jump to it.
- at least i have a clean freezer now full of good things - yesterday was productive.